what worries me

the things that worry me is as follows:

1. losing my future wife (knock on wood)
2. losing my family
3. losing my friends
4. family or friend going into surgery
5. myself going into surgery

and yes death is not on the list most people say that you should be worried to die...im really not that worried about it because i know that if i die tomorrow that ive lived my life the way i wanted it to be lived

the thing is about life is that it gives happiness sadness hatred and loneliness. If you know me you know ive been through all that shit and right now...no more sadness for me im not lonely anymore i dont hate i get frustrated and i couldnt be happier.

if anyones got ideas for me about some new poetry comment me some topics and ill try to write about them and post them up here. id love to here what you guys have to say!!!