URG

People could try and tell me that it will get better but the thing is that if people wont drop the drama with me, and forget my past and shit, IT WONT GET BETTER. there is nothing that will get better as long as there one person telling me that im a useless piece of shit or that i am a man whore then it would spread like freakin wild fires in california, EVERYONE JUST NEEDS TO DROP IT,

I hope this works

she has this plan

i hope it works

there is soo much going on

sometimes im confused

i hope this works,

tomorrows another day

just live it up

I Wanna Know

I wanna know

you, everything

just let me know

im so lost without you

i dont like being this way

would you help me

i wanna know

who you are

what you do

how to help

i wanna know

how to save you from everything

how to take away all that pain

Just let me know

i will help you

i hope you understand what i say

especially when i tell you

you mean a lot to me

i wanna know

your life story

not in a nutshell

i want it all

i wanna take your stress out

out so know one can see

i know how you truly feel

you know how i feel

if you dont like it then you know what

S.M.D. :)

Death will come to Thee

Some one lost

some one broken

some one scared

some one tortured

some one mangled

some one hated

some one old

you know what will happen

death to all of them

death will come to thee

out of the blue

out of the sky

why must they die

no one knows

just one thing is known

death will come to thee

wow

let just start again...just like freshman year...woohoo

this is exactly why im not a christian

Dear Life

Why cant people just stay out of my business? Why cant people just let me be happy? Why are people making me fight, when im not as strong as I seem? Would someone just care bout me? Never wanted to die more in my life. Why wont people understand im bipolar and clinically depressed, and everything they say is just stabbing me so many times. What do i have to do to end this horrible thing i call life. This Sux

Yours Trully
Brandon James McGee
Depressed,Dead,Lonely

OMG

this girl i am on the phone with right at this very moment is flippin amazing
i think i am beginning to like her alot
i really hope that sometime soon i can get the nerve to ask her
but right now im actually nervous
which never happens