This is the way i feel

i hate myself....im a disappointment and ugly...why do girls like me?

the end

OMFG

This whole weekend has pissed me off

right now its so stupid

my friends invited these 2 girls over and they annoy the hell outta me and this other girl we are hanging out wit

the thig that messes wit me is that they are even hanging out wit them and me and britt (the cool girl) have to deal with them

Im annoyed with their voices!!!!!!

Life with out a name

Thats how i feel sometimes like im just a being im a life without a name
i feel like i let her down
make her cry
upset her
i wanna cry ALOT
i wish i was a better guy

what worries me

the things that worry me is as follows:

1. losing my future wife (knock on wood)
2. losing my family
3. losing my friends
4. family or friend going into surgery
5. myself going into surgery

and yes death is not on the list most people say that you should be worried to die...im really not that worried about it because i know that if i die tomorrow that ive lived my life the way i wanted it to be lived

the thing is about life is that it gives happiness sadness hatred and loneliness. If you know me you know ive been through all that shit and right now...no more sadness for me im not lonely anymore i dont hate i get frustrated and i couldnt be happier.

if anyones got ideas for me about some new poetry comment me some topics and ill try to write about them and post them up here. id love to here what you guys have to say!!!